almost too pretty to close.
the reduction of something to nothing more than a commodity is what you are doing.
are you aware of what you are doing? do you even care?
to copy the work of another without a thought other than to gain monetary enrichment – is money your God?
do you understand from where the material you work with eminates? how it comes into being? do you teach others of this eminence? do you reach for the deepest understanding through your work and pass that knowledge along? or are you just seeking financial rewards in the moment, unaware and uncaring of that which you may destroy along the way?
please think about what you are doing.
I realize it may be hard to understand when there really is no intention other than personal enrichment- but try to imagine another view.
As I sit here tonight writing this, the silk is steaming out in the studio and I go out every 30 minutes to change out the poles. In between, I check the chicken roasting in the oven, think about doing that final sales tax return due in a few days, answer emails, and listen to the bees. Out back the guys are recording the weekly groove. I’ve taken to doing my weekly blog post when that happens. A schedule of sorts.
Listen to the bees? Yes, the bees are back. Actually they never really left but now they have become problematic again since I need to do the landscaping out front and they gave my helper a sting yesterday. Turns out he is somewhat allergic so last night we foamed up and screened off all their entrances and exits. And today they are just downright mad.
Oops, timer just went off so time to change out the poles. Be(e!) right back!
OK. Where was I? Where I sit at my computer is right above where the bees have fashioned their hive underneath the house and I can actually hear them through the electric outlet…buzzing up a storm! Yes, I have had the beekeepers out and it was decided that they are just too smart for us (thankfully) and the hive is completely inaccessible for removal, so that is that. They’ve had a good run here (8 years off and on) and have minded their own business for the most part. So, enough about the bees.
The dogs have been groomed as of yesterday and I was reminded via mail today that the whole pack of them including the cat need their rabies vaccines updated or I will face all kinds of fines and such. So another thing on my “to do” list beckons. Apparently, I can send my child to school unvaccinated but there is no “belief exemption” for dogs and cats. Milo TOLD me he really, really, does not believe in the rabies vaccine. He heard it gives him an odor that mice can detect from 50 yards. I said, “Sorry, no go-it’s off to the low cost vaccine clinic with you!”
I promised a sort of SOTU address of sorts in this post, so here goes. Fact is that I am fairly overwhelmed with ribbon orders. I’m sorry you are having to wait but that’s just the way it is at the moment. There are no shortcuts to take here in regards to making it and besides, that would be somewhat contrary to the point of it all wouldn’t it? I have my own way of prioritizing the orders too. I try to honor the FIFO scenario but I can and do make exceptions. I believe in honoring the most longstanding and regular customers whenever possible as well as those who are going out on the road with the shibori ribbon incurring show fees and travel costs- I know what that entails and I do appreciate you meeting up with the customer face to face. Small folk and designers also get an extra point and larger entities who only sell online may have to wait a bit more. Agree or disagree, that’s just the way I do it.
Again with the timer…back in a sec…
OK- back again. Chicken is smelling good, fed the dogs, made a salad, wine now in hand. So back to the SOTU. Making the ribbon has become my “day job” -a good thing since it supports the household and keeps things flowing here. I don’t want to minimize it or take shortcuts with it because something gets lost in that. It needs to be beautiful, and that takes time. I don’t want to farm it out which takes the specialness from it. Each inch IS an adventure– in the making of it and the using of it. I have seen that over and over and respect that. A good roll of the shibori ribbon reveals that sincerity, that intent. It matters who is involved in the making of it and why. So I continue making and sending it- for the enjoyment and wonderment of the end user. In my “spare time” I stir the indigo vat and dip a little here and there. I have my personal projects on the side for now.
Last weekend was the shibori workshop at the Japanese American National Museum. It was wonderful as usual. Great folks, each coming together to gather some new information and practice. It was really nice to see many familiar faces mixed in with the new ones. I really enjoyed hearing the snippets of conversation between participants getting to know each other a little bit. By the end of the second day they were exchanging info and planning to get together outside the class and visit each other. I like that too. With 20 people in the class I was a little envious I couldn’t get to know more about each one of them- I was so busy! But it felt good that everyone enjoyed themselves so much! One thing I wanted to stress about the workshop is that we were mostly dyeing old kimono fabric. Many of the samples I had around the room were vintage pieces. I wanted to remind them of the beauty of aging. That is also a very Japanese concept especially when it comes to craft. Things of beauty DO age. That beauty is lasting, evolving. A good thing to remember.
Ahhh… the last timer has sounded…now to finish up and set the fans.
Back again. Dinner served and cleaned up. Guys back outside recording. The rest of the night is mine!
This is getting to be a long post- hang in there!! I am doing some organizing and work on the Silk Study Tour to Japan as well. (So many things to do!!) It is getting exciting. We still have some spots open so please contact me if you *think* you might like to come along. Yes, I know it is a bit of pocket change. I don’t take that lightly, but believe me travel is always rewarding- and life is short. Looks like it will be a smaller group this year which in itself is nice for participants and easier on me. Financially, we will squeeze by. I never know if we will do this again. Can we ever know the future? The dollar is good against the yen right now so we are fortunate. I remember back in 2011 when the earthquake in Japan on March 11 resulted in the tidal wave that wiped out the coastal areas in Miyako in Tōhoku’s Iwate Prefecture as well as created a level 7 meltdown at the Daiichi Nuclear Power Plant. That night it so happened I was online with friends in Japan and was informed about the strong earthquake. As the evening proceeded, video of the tsunami in progress appeared. Devastating and hard to comprehend. In the following weeks we were not sure we would continue the tour but kept an open mind. As it turned out we went on May 14, 2011. We were practically the only foreigners touring in Japan at that time. The Japanese were somewhat in a state of shock still but very glad we were there as so many (most) tourists had cancelled plans- the economy suffered. I cannot express how grateful and hospitable they were towards us. We were not in any danger as we did not venture into areas of concern but of course there was much media coverage of possible dangers. Two years later we went again and brought forth a whole new group of “silkies” ( those interested in sericulture and silk). Now, 4 years later we plan to go again. We will learn and see many things. Some of the artisans we visit are aging rapidly. We may never see them again. We visited with a very interesting natural dyer in 2009 that had passed away in his late 80’s by the time we visited again in 2011. His specialty was natural dyes and their UV resistance. Fascinating! Time is of the essence sometimes…
In finishing up the lengthy post here I will end on the Adventures of Squirrelly Gurl. As it happened, it seems she became a Squirrelly Mom on the day of the last post- National Squirrel Appreciation Day! Go figure. Leave it to her to make a big deal out of it. I hadn’t seen her that day and wondered. The next day she came out and visited me quite late in the day and was very frantic- wanted her food and wanted it NOW! Then she was off. I thought it odd but accepted. The next day the same. I got suspicious as she seemed a bit more svelte than usual. Sure enough, we have been hearing babies up in the palm tree when she leaves them to take a break and come down for food and a stretch. They make a loud screech, almost like a bird. So today they are one week old! We won’t see them for months yet- when they are almost ready to leave the high rise nest!
Today and yesterday was a combination of things. Saturday and Sunday is the Shibori Fusion workshop at the Japanese American National Museum in Los Angeles. There might be a spot of two left but you will have to check with them. Sign ups are through the museum. So that means a lot of preparation this week.
We are focusing on using silk and color (as opposed to the indigo workshops I often teach there). I could have just ordered silk and been done with it, but I see these workshops as an opportunity for teaching more than just shibori dyeing. So in that spirit, the last couple of days have been busy taking apart old silk kimono and nagajuban.
These are some in progress of dismantling. Such careful stitching, some even sewn with twisted silk thread. Handsewn french seams…the drape of the silk…the sheerness of the lining silks. Each one yields 12-13 meters and if lined twice that of two different silks. a few stains here and there but nothing that will be noticed after dyeing. In any case these will be pieces that will be practiced on and hopefully used in a future project. So a day spent with these pieces pulling threads, ironing and organizing- all the time thinking about how we will be dyeing them. No need for new fabrics when these ones already exist. I hope to build an appreciation in the participants for these fabrics. After sorting, cutting, ironing and bundling-they really are lovely!
Most of these are from interior kimono and nagajuban so are off white or very pale in color-easily over-dyed. They are also very soft as they were to be worn close to the skin as opposed to the outer kimono layers. They have their own spirit from previous owners and the spirit of each dyer will add their own imprint to the cloth.
Other things going on here include the shipping of lots of orders. I put out a lot of silk shibori ribbon scrap bags this week to clear out the scrap box. Thanks to all who ordered the scrap samples to play and create with- Buddy overseas all the final inspection of orders here:
I closed the etsy shop until next week- need a little break from that to concentrate on the workshop and wholesale orders for a bit – look for it to reopen in a week…or so. I have some fun little ideas I also want to play with and need a little mental space in which to do it. I hope I can find some!
In addition, I finally heard back from the city on their approval of my re-landscaping plan which conforms to their Lawn to Garden water saving plan. So I went to Home Depot to buy some heavy black plastic which I will lay down and cover with free mulch from the city yard to kill off the lawn- or what is left of it. It will take at least a month to kill off this way but worth it. Apparently, most everyone else will be doing it another way and Home Depot has stocked up to take advantage:
Apparently we never learn…
I know I promised an introduction to Squirrelly Gurl for those who haven’t yet met her but this got in the way first. Next time-for sure.
Ahh….the first Monday of 2014! And it starts off with a bang!
About my silk shibori ribbon-many folks are asking and wondering…
It was 2006 when I first started practicing and learning shibori techniques. Having closed my porcelain company of 30 years, I wanted a new challenge and a new product to make and sell. Something to continue to sustain me over the next many years. Something highly artistic, beautiful, creative, something that would excite and inspire others to make and create-I know how making can be so very strengthening both mentally and physically. I wanted to continue to be part of that but in another way. I looked for a way. After practicing the arashi shibori technique daily for about 6 months, I wondered. I wondered if one could make ribbon with it. I had never seen it done so I started searching the internet. Nope! Not one image or one mention anywhere that I could find. I searched extensively. Excited, I found a little bit of silk ribbon I had nearby and wanted to wrap it. Around what? Looking around me I grabbed a pencil. Wrapping the ribbon around it my eyes scanned the room for something to wrap it with- some thread. I ran downstairs ( I had been in the bedroom with my bathrobe still on) and went outside and poured some dye over it. Steaming and drying it I opened it up- Shibori Ribbon was born-really way to small and thin and not all that beautiful. But the beauty was in the eye of the beholder, me- and I could see all the glorious possibilities. So it has been a long and interesting path. Littered with miles of beautiful silk and more.
Special thanks to all those who have been teaching and using the ribbon in their classes not just this year but in all the past years since I first came up with this crazy idea. My special thanks goes to the much loved Sherry Serafini who has spread her inspiration and the shibori ribbon all over the world. More thanks to the talented Melanie Dorman who passed on in 2012 and who introduced me to beaded needle weaving and embroidery while we sat back to back at our tables at the Pasadena Bead and Design show some years ago. I was fascinated with her work and she with the ribbon. I think she was the first to see and show me its potential in regards to beaded embroidery work and designed several pieces and classes with it. I was saddened-even shocked, when I went to contact her about something last year and discovered her passing- a reminder…we are here only for the blink of an eye. Adele Sciortino did her part with it in the doll world and introduced it to many doll makers. Art quilters found the ribbon at the quilt shows and put it to work in many inventive ways. It was a pleasure to have them come to the booth and tell me that their quilt entry with the shibori ribbon made it into the show. Crazy quilter Julie Craig of Attic Heirlooms(no website) along with Judith Montano both saw the ribbons potential when I first introduced it at the shows 6 years ago. Kate Tracton (also a Shibori GIrl) found it and made some lovely necklaces with it and her handwoven focal beads. Jude’s words and musings and of course Wendy who keeps a little pile of the ribbons in her therapy room and adds her wisdom to it as she heals. I could fill a whole page with such examples. I thank you all. It is an exquisite privilege to have something I make be part of something you make or do.
Now, entering 2014 there are many, many folks out there enjoying the possibilities and wondering. There are many shops- both online and on the street selling my ribbon. There are two Authorized Etsy resellers of my ribbon who are putting it into the hands of many more creative folks-Michelle, who has been at it for several years now and Lisa who just discovered it late last year and doing a great job getting the word out. This is putting the silk shibori ribbon in the hands of so many creative folks who are dreaming and wondering up so many possibilities. I am overwhelmed! I really couldn’t ask for more shibori love than that.
So it has been a good year and I look back at the slow and manageable uphill burn of the ribbon which makes life around here even possible. I intend as a result of the increasing demand for the ribbon, to be spending more time making the silk shibori ribbon than ever before. I like that it is also helping to support others who resell the ribbon as well as those using it to make things that they in turn sell.
I have been informed that there is someone copying the idea on etsy. I have been approached by a very large company who wants to “blow it up” and eventually have it made in China. No. It is true, there will be copyists- in it for the momentary buck or two. But in the end I will still be here. Know it.
One at a time and everyday- like I said in the beginning of this big adventure.
Now back to the poles. And speaking of poles, Keep warm out there friends. I know some of you are withstanding record cold spells. Janice just emailed me that it is -37 outside her studio in the woods right now. Stand strong-and STAY WARM!